SEMESTER BREAK!

Okay hello guys!

Based on the post title, you should already know that I'm currently on my semester break after finishing my fourth semester in university. Wohoo! The result of the latest final examination is expected to be out in mid May of 2016 so I still got plenty of time to waste before worrying about my result. 😂😂

Anyways, how are you doing? I'm doing great. I dont even know whos going to answer my question since im doubting anybody would still visiting my blog lol
   Heh. Actually maybe I'm not doing that great coz yknow; lazy-ness and shits messed my life real bad.
Okay.

  Guess I'll be telling you about myself so far. You've read about the story about me and Aqil from the last post right? Yeah we all good now. Perhaps closer than ever. Great.
And even better, since I've gotten a new phone my life has been a lot more miserable lazy wasting time productive and useful 😂. Finally, I could record a high quality video with this phone. Wow. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR AGES to have a camera with this goood quality image/video. Kinda glad actually. Sometimes I feel like posting videos of me talking about issues, singing or something stupid but then I don't have quite the courage to do so yet. Maybe next time in future eh :P


Ohh. This fourth semester got a huge impact on me. Yes. It really did.
I did discover a lot of things this semester including:

• I met a lot of new friends from my own batch/course whom I've never spoke since I was too shy to do so. 
• I followed more people on social media to my acknowledge, before, when I thought there weren't many people use the social media as much as me. So happy for this lol
• I handled a couple of events; sportsday, dinner for my course, events for my club. 
• I became close again with my long-time-no-talk friend. lel
• I communicated more often with my roommate. I kid you not, even with my roommate I'm a kind of silent person. 
• Finishing a lab report in less than 24 hours. curse that lecturer tho haha
• Last but not least, became comfortable with being myself with more people :)
• I have successfully drawn a few portraits since the start of this semester. Wohoo!

Okay maybe there are lot more but I couldn't remember much. heh. 

Basically, yeah that what happened most of this semester. I hope for the best for the next semester which also my last semester studying there. omg I'm gonna miss them so much after this, like how I miss seeing my high school friens. tsk tsk. 

Bye for now! 

p/s: here's a bit photo. 

Edited this for group presentation. 😂😂😂😂😂😂

p/s 2.0: just discovered that emoji wont appear. lol too lazy to delete. LET IT BEEEE~

I designed this poster. #proud 😂

It's hot.

Hey guys!

Don't mind the title post-- I write it that way because it is hot right now at my place.

February of 2016 is nearing its end...wow I can't believe it's almost March already. Fucking surreal.

Oh! Important update of my life. Recently I bought a new phone with 75% of 'help' from my father (that phone costed me around 3x of my saving money 😛). I thought I would only be able to buy a phone that is okay to use with how much I've saved, then mom said I can choose something better.

I ended up buying a new model from samsung (galaxy A5 2016) which costed me RMxxxx. I can say it is satisfying for me as my previous phone was a hell of torture.

Guess this post is just about my new phone 😂😂. Maybe next time I will make a phone review lol.

Here's a current pic of me taken a couple of days earlier. Till then. Bye!

Oh by the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016!

It behind at the back of my mind

You know that feeling when you just sit there and think deeply about everything that you had said before, before the time changes everything.

Those moment when you are still talking and looking at people you know and care - not just wondering with a temporary blink of thought. Like you really have nothing to worry to start a new conversation with the people you used to know , or actually still know till this day.

Well yes I do.
I miss them but I don't seem to acknowledge it myself.
Being pretentious to own self - feeling better without the presence of anyone than internet.

Exactly true, if I said that internet friends are real in term of real conversation yet you won't remember long for the entire year nor time but real life friends even if you had a meaningless or pointless discussing it would still be valuable to keep in your box of memories. Rethinking or recalling  those memories when you are about to sleep in your bed holding your pillows in your arms - drifting your mind into the roads that lead to the words and sentences of beautifully voiced by them, will keep you at ease through the night till you fall asleep. But sometimes you just shedding tearless tears upon imagining the happy times you had before and compare it to now, which seems like kinda suck.

When you had the best time of your lives during your old times it would be incomparable to what you are in current time. Your mind keep telling and bringing back it all, and you'll be thinking " I wish it would be like this " ,  " I wish they would come back swinging around me " ... wishful lists.

I do see it, sometime I did. But the truth about life, these are what they called sweet memories. So sweet that it can't be recreated to the same extent. It will stay forever in you, only if you wanted it to be in you forever. It doesn't mean that you can't create a new memory right ? Yeah you can.

I don't know why I'm writing this right now at 2:14 AM. I should have be sleeping right now.

Oh, maybe because I opened twitter it wasn't the same anymore. There are less and less recognizable people there. Maybe. I don't know. haha

I'm not miserable nor melancholy. Just some kind of guilty and weird unreachable visions.
Guys, I hope you have a good life. There's a lot waiting ahead of you. Don't just look back and let it distract and drag you slow. Be strong and pull yourself forward :)

That's it . See you soon.

(oh btw, I'm editing a video. It could be done in a few days but I can't promise when because well, I'm so lazyassprick. heh till then. ) ( And ignore any grammar mistakes coz I'm too lazy to check .. )